With only a few weeks left until the "BIG day" we started feeling the stress, not every one had their dresses and tuxes from our wedding party and we were over our limit so we had to cut our guest list. With all the wedding jitters there was also the pregnancy jitters! "Was I going to be showing the day of our wedding", "Was getting married first the best idea", "Will I fit into my dress", and my biggest concern "Will I make a good mom and wife?" With all these worries I filled my head with I put myself over the edge and 2 weeks before our wedding I winded up in the ER with a tachycardia of 210/134 heart rate! After that I was determined to take it easy! So as we finished up the last few wedding details and prepared to move into our new apartment 1 week before the wedding I took every second to soak up the laughs and good times with my husband to be! We went to Glendale Glitters, ate out, went to the movies and cuddled on the couch to our favorite T.V. shows like any other couple would, but to top it off every night we read to the baby, read out of baby books and picked out nursery themes and planned for the big months ahead of us! We made promises to each other to never second guess ourselves and never regret our decisions! We made sure with every little thing going on we would make time for each other and our little son or daughter!
Not everyone had the best opinions about our choices but we didn't get married or have children to impress them, we did it for love! Sure we got a lot of rude remarks about our age and the time line but we just smiled and knew that their petty words were nothing more than words and we had our whole lives ahead of us to make mistakes, mess up, fall in and out of love, travel and make memories but we wanted to do all that together! After all life is about doing what you love why not do it with who you love too!
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